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Sooner
Jul 13, 2009 10:53:35 GMT -5
Post by Katatonia on Jul 13, 2009 10:53:35 GMT -5
So I think I may as well go ahead and die before going to America. I'm just... tired of staying alive.
Just a few days I think.
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Sooner
Jul 13, 2009 13:09:08 GMT -5
Post by Shen on Jul 13, 2009 13:09:08 GMT -5
What'll you do with the site?
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Sooner
Jul 13, 2009 13:31:32 GMT -5
Post by Katatonia on Jul 13, 2009 13:31:32 GMT -5
I don't really know. o.O
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Sooner
Jul 13, 2009 15:15:34 GMT -5
Post by Edge on Jul 13, 2009 15:15:34 GMT -5
......Caj, do you really think you killing yourself will accomplish anything? When will you realize that it's not the answer, and you're wanted by people. I don't understand why you would hurt those of us who genuinely DO care about you, just to spite those who don't...it's not really fair, is it? I've known you for five years, and been your friend for about 3 1/2, even with your attempts to push me away, and be a total bitch...but that doesn't affect me And you know what? It shouldn't bother TRUE FRIENDS either. You brought back this site, and it's lasted for three months....which is a great deal longer than most of our DB rps have lasted, even though you announcing your plans couldn't have done much help. You're taking the easy route out, you're way too good to do this. Just....I don't know. I came back to this site to make sure you'll be okay, I came back because foolishly I thought that you would maybe...not do it, and I tried to be here for you. Just....gah.
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Sooner
Jul 13, 2009 15:21:37 GMT -5
Post by Majin Cajabe on Jul 13, 2009 15:21:37 GMT -5
It's the closest answer to erasing myself.
I do know I'm wanted. That doesn't change anything. It's not in spite of anyone else... though Mox may have helped assure me in my decision by how unhinged I became last night, it's still not in spite of anyone.
Thank you for being here, though... you've made things better.
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Sooner
Jul 13, 2009 15:34:09 GMT -5
Post by Edge on Jul 13, 2009 15:34:09 GMT -5
It's the closest answer to erasing myself. I do know I'm wanted. That doesn't change anything. It's not in spite of anyone else... though Mox may have helped assure me in my decision by how unhinged I became last night, it's still not in spite of anyone. Thank you for being here, though... you've made things better. Not to be an ass but come on. You've worked so hard to show the real you, you've made yourself into a pretty woman. You've spent so much money, and saved up. Why waste it all? You did what a lot of people don't have the courage to do, you were yourself, and....you're going to let it all go now? Please don't do this Caj..
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Sooner
Jul 13, 2009 15:37:57 GMT -5
Post by Soriyu on Jul 13, 2009 15:37:57 GMT -5
I have something to really major to say but i can't even type on this cpu so i'll wait to get home
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Sooner
Jul 13, 2009 15:46:38 GMT -5
Post by Majin Cajabe on Jul 13, 2009 15:46:38 GMT -5
I'm a crazy woman. XD At least without testosterone there was no chance of me becoming a violent psychopath. o.O But... I'm still a totally psychologically broken woman, Junior.
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Sooner
Jul 13, 2009 15:49:08 GMT -5
Post by Edge on Jul 13, 2009 15:49:08 GMT -5
I'm a crazy woman. XD At least without testosterone there was no chance of me becoming a violent psychopath. o.O But... I'm still a totally psychologically broken woman, Junior. We can get through this, just give it time. Please =/ Everyone can be fixed, everyone can be helped. Trust me. It's not too late.
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Sooner
Jul 13, 2009 15:49:50 GMT -5
Post by Soriyu on Jul 13, 2009 15:49:50 GMT -5
I'm a crazy woman. XD At least without testosterone there was no chance of me becoming a violent psychopath. o.O But... I'm still a totally psychologically broken woman, Junior. Caj, women have Testosterone too, the just have much much less....
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Sooner
Jul 13, 2009 15:52:31 GMT -5
Post by Majin Cajabe on Jul 13, 2009 15:52:31 GMT -5
I know, but I know the difference between male testosterone and female testosterone levels. It's significant enough to cause major changes in the way my mind works. >_>
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Sooner
Jul 13, 2009 15:54:21 GMT -5
Post by Edge on Jul 13, 2009 15:54:21 GMT -5
I know, but I know the difference between male testosterone and female testosterone levels. It's significant enough to cause major changes in the way my mind works. >_> I wish you would reconsider......
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Sooner
Jul 13, 2009 20:05:18 GMT -5
Post by Soriyu on Jul 13, 2009 20:05:18 GMT -5
Caj I'm sorry but i gotta say what I'm thinking, i maybe wrong but it just seems a lil weird that you went and Hunted down Everyone,when you planned on killing yourself long before that, it kinda seems like a shout for attention to me, it's like you brought everyone back so they could watch you throw your life away.
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Sooner
Jul 13, 2009 20:06:49 GMT -5
Post by Majin Cajabe on Jul 13, 2009 20:06:49 GMT -5
I just wanted to RP again. XD
Anyways, I would have killed myself a few months ago, but my dad died, and I didn't want to hit my mom with a 1-2 combo of dead people. o.o
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Sooner
Jul 14, 2009 9:19:11 GMT -5
Post by Majin Cajabe on Jul 14, 2009 9:19:11 GMT -5
Okay, you know what? Fine. Since I've calmed down from that Moxolution, I'm gonna stick around until there's no more RP to RP. But this does not take in to account real life circumstances before or when I arrive in America that urge me to change my mind.
So in other words, no changes compared to before the Moxolution.
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